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現在猫6匹のみ、初めて犬のいない暮らしをしています。ピアノ、英語、フランス語歴は長いですが、数年前からドイツ語勉強し始めました。ブログの名前は“Le Petit Prince 星の王子さま”より

葬儀を終えて
2013-11-19 15:00

It's been one week since my sister-in-law passed away who had been suffering from pancreatic cancer. She was only in hospital for a few months before she died. Her doctor told her that her case was inoperable and if she doubted his diagnosis she could ask for a second opinion from another doctor. However she was daunted by his words, she stayed at home all the time and couldn't do anything until finally she was unable to stand the pain anymore and checked into a hospital. Nowadays, I feel like I am growing weak, I cannot dispel the idea that I may not be able to lead my life normally after my son finds a suitable university. Just like my sister-in-law who collapsed soon after her son became grown up and independent.(2013.11.19)
義兄の奥さんが亡くなって1週間が経ちました。葬儀はその3日後でした。私自身も義姉のように息子が一人前になったらすぐにポックリ行ってしまうような気がしてなりません。最近後頭部がずっと痛くて、また頭全体にしびれがあるので、いろいろ集中してやることができません。毎日しなくてはいけないことが終るとぐったりしています。